Sunday, September 26, 2010

Last Day In Summer Break

Well, maybe today is the last day and maybe not.
It is said that the schools will start in 27/Sept. which is tomorrow but it is said also the schools will start in 29/Sept. which is Wednesday so if that is true; the students won't go to school till 3/Oct.
Anyway, it doesn't matter to me because I am already studying and feel so excited and I don't know way! I just want to finish this year perfectly and go to college to study something I love.
I put some notes to make use of them during school and some quotations from some books, I'll write them on my copybooks, some of them are about success in life, I think it is helpful, it raises my morale. I'm wired :)  
The huge thing is, I have to reduce the use of the internet so I don't expect to post more 3 times in month or less. I have to devote all my time for school, homework and exams, yet I'll get my happily ever after. One year will build my life, my future and my dreams.
I'm still not ready to meet the students with me! Have they been changed? or have I? That's the question :) I hope they become more realistic because all what they think about is football and sports. They think for a while when some body asks them about their hobbies and some of them answered "I don't know!" Do I have to change or do they have to change?!
The thing that obscures all that nonsense is: they are in a school for intelligent pupils so they are perfect in point of view of people so they don't have to do/know anything except these things and of course get in Medicine College, be a doctor, marry the first girl his mother meet, have kids, die! Is that a life? Where is the axis and the true meaning of life?
In contrast, there are a few great boys, they are so open to the outside world, have a great life and personality, great actions but they are less than the first type.
Can't wait to hear their stupid comments that express their stupid mind :D (evil smile)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


I'm still OK.. I think! Anyway, I'll try to post when I get the perfect mood.

Thursday, September 16, 2010


For a reason, I'm happy and for other some reasons I'm sad! But I still OK I guess :)
The Eid wasn't good as I expected, My uncle's family just left in the third day of Eid to Turkey and I was depressed, I just miss them and I used to see them every day during the summer :(
Today we'll go to Erbil in north of Iraq for two days. We'll move after afternoon and to visit my mother's friend, she haven't seen her for 23 year, she came back from Canada.
I'll try to post some photos from this trip and I'm not going to ask you for "good luck" because I need you to pray for me.

That's all, or actually that's all I can write for now... c ya.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Happy Eid

How are you? Hope you all doing great.
Today is the first day of Eid so we're busy with visiting relatives and friends so I just want to say..

Eid Mubarak and Best Wishes

And I'll talk about the details later :)

Sunday, September 5, 2010

No aim, No reason

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Every human when he starts to understand the life, he starts to put a list of things he would like to make, but did he think deeply
How many persons think about what they are doing in their life and the big differences and changes they make via their work and education?
I heard once from one of the pupils with me in school that he only needs to get a good marks enough to make him get in medicine college, no more no less!
But did he know why he wants to study medicine? Did he know the main reason of his wish? Why would he like to do this? To do what? To change what? to give what?
All what most people think about is just receiving, only few people think to give and share, what is this selfishness?

Saturday, September 4, 2010


Khawater is a great program to watch in Ramadan in its sixth season by the Saudi preacher Ahmed Al-Shugairy who explained the Japanese success story to Arab and Muslim viewers in its fifth season and also explained Japan's experience of progress and reasons behind its success. Ahmad preached and advised Arabs to do like Japan and rise after all wars we passed just like they did after the nuclear bomb. Their system followed the basic principals of Islam without being Muslims so it is of course better than other programs I think because it erases the gaps in the Arabic community and shows it for the people but the the problem is a few people apply what the program shows.
Ahmad Al Shugairy is one of the most inspiring people I have ever listened to. He is out there with a strong belief that one day he will make a difference. For those who don’t know him! He has a show called “Khawater خواطر” that airs everyday in Ramadan, what he does in a nutshell is sharing his ideas and thoughts to the whole Muslim world and sometimes the Arab world in particular. These thoughts are presented in a documentary style with a short straight forward messages.
 This year the program showed the differences between the Arab countries themselves and Ahmad highlighted the confidential scandals of some countries and how people live their.
I saw an episode this Ramadan that made me think and say:" Where the hell are we? What we are up to? We need a miracle and I know it not miracles time!". It was about Saladin and the castle he built in Egypt. The castle had a water system that transfers the water to all over the city so nobody needs to go out and bring water himself so he compared this with nowadays situation and the way of living of how some people live. There are some areas in Egypt have only one tap in all over the area! So all families have to bring water to their houses by buckets! And to wash dishes near the tap too so how do expect of them to live in this situation?
 Also another thing made me sick! it was about astrolabe and as you know it is an Arabic invention by Muslims that works like watch and shows time. Ahmad asked two Arab guys about it and the big shock was they didn't remember it and after they did, they were unable to spell the world in Arabic so Ahmad said the word for them after all, then he asked an English man about it and he explained for him how it works! Unfortunately the two Arab guys didn't know the answer but the English man did and he is not even a Muslim or Arab!
Khawater 6 roamed around eight countries; Singapore, Malaysia, Turkey, Spain, Egypt, England, Saudi Arabia and UAE to show people not only of how much history we had but of how few modern Arabs are trying to make history today.

The Middle East was the leading world. We had it all technology, Medicine, Science, Theorise, Money and Power, all of which we lost over decades. The show is going to include a lot of history to remind the Arab world how insightful we were.

They made it before us, and we can make it too but first we need to focus and to have faith in God and absolutely this is their secret.
To every young man and woman, you’re not responsible for Arabs being retard today, and nobody has the right to blame you for that!! But young men and women of today are responsible of the future of the Arab countries, you are responsible of what we’ll be after 25 years, means that “WE” decide the situation of the Islamic world in 2030.

 "I am a human" A special campaign to educate and improve the look of the community in dealing with patients also by Ahmad, I'll try to search about it and talk about it here because it is a very important thing.

I'll try to send more links about it.

To be continued...

Friday, September 3, 2010

End of Ramadan

Every time I decide to post, there is always something stops me so I made this decision a I decided to post as fast as I can.
Only six days left of Ramadan and after that the Eid will come so I have to buy new clothes and this thing became very uneasy thing to do because I can't find anything I like, every thing is just too colorful. I am already have a problem, I am thin and I think I lost extra weight so not all kinds suit me very well so I have to keep search for something interesting but seriously, what happened to your taste in clothes people? Most of it is not elegance.
Another wish I want to make it comes true and it is to spend Ramadan or the last ten days of it in Mecca and especially Laylat Alqader. Pray for me for that please.

That's all for now because I'm sure there was something also I wanted to write but I forgot what it was.